Approximate reading time: 8 min Written 10th April 2022 Yesterday I spent The whole day obsessed Watching videos on narcissism (A little stuck in my head) As I dove down the rabbit hole Trying to figure out How to recognise toxic people (A paranoid-narcissism-scout) What prompted this fixation Someone who’s behaviour was bleak A celebrity …
Year: 2025
“Goodbye Stanley”
Approximate reading time: 12 min Written the 9th April 2022 I’ve been having a good week So, I decided to apply To a job on LinkedIn That randomly caught my eye An opportunity to work Online from home In personal development (Helping people grow) I checked out the company I liked what I saw The owner, …
The Tale of Ms Carrot
Approximate reading time: 14 minutes Before I dive into my story…I just need to say I had an amazing 2 weeks looking after a year 2 class in Harrow. They were the sweetest children; the TA was lovely and the staff were super friendly and helpful. For the briefest of moments, I thought “Ahhhhhhh maaaybeeeee …
Making Space
Approximate reading time: 5 min Written 4th April 2022 It’s been a great week Doing nothing so far I made a pact with myself That nothing would be barred I can sleep when I like I can stay in bed If I don’t want to meditate I’ll do nothing instead If I want to …
Random Ramblings
Approximate reading time: 15 min I am moving tomorrow. I am a bundle of exhausted, relieved emotions at the moment These last 2 months all I have been watching on Netflix is the entire 10 series of Friends. I’m not sure why. I think I’ve been so all over the place that I just needed …
My ‘Almost’ Silver Lining
Approximate reading time: 14 minutes Ok, so here’s a brief synopsis of my week. (It’s going to be thrilling I tell you) So, still waiting for my new lease to arrive I did the only thing an anxious, avoidant, with slight trust issues could do and continued looking for a new place. (Just in case) …
Déjà vu
Approximate reading time: 8 min I feel like I need to apologise for not writing anything ‘fresh’ for the last couple of weeks. I realise I don’t NEED to but still…there is an explanation. I am moving again. If you are getting an uncanny feeling of déjà vu…I apologise. (Yes, we have totally been here …
Perhaps, maybe…
Approximate reading time: 8 min Written 29 March 2022 Today I’m a little tearful Not sure what’s going on inside But I showed up I meditated (In my beautiful garden outside) Halfway through the tears started When in popped my mum I didn’t hold them back I just let them come Because for all of …
The Highly Sensitive Person revisited
Approximate reading time: 23 minutes So, I have been thinking a lot these last couple of weeks about what it’s like being a Highly Sensitive Person (HSP). This has been prompted by a number of experiences which were all going to be unpacked this weekend in one super long post. However, then life happened…. ….the …
A few good days
Approximate reading time: 4 min Written the 22nd March 2022 Respite I haven’t cried Not ONCE in three weeks I haven’t zoned out eating crap While binging on Netflix I feel relatively weightless Nothing to figure out or ascertain Calm, relaxed And relatively sane Simply watching the world My own reality show It seems pointless to …