Approximate reading time: 3 min Written on the 11th September 2022 I woke up this morningFeeling engulfed by a dreamIt’s been months since oneHas even bothered me I was caught in a tunnelA vacuum of sortsFilled with memories of the timesI reached out for support With an issueA problemSomething worrying I’d seenUncomfortable feelingsPerhaps something a …
Category: Narcissism
To Binnet, with love
Approximate reading time: 8 min I am incredibly happy to report that I have found 3 single women for my master’s study. I can’t even begin to describe how relieved I am. Apparently, I’m not the ONLY almost-50-singleton in the world;-) So this week has been pretty chilled and happy, despite the fact that my …
Down and Out the ‘Rabbit hole’
Approximate reading time: 8 min Written 10th April 2022 Yesterday I spent The whole day obsessed Watching videos on narcissism (A little stuck in my head) As I dove down the rabbit hole Trying to figure out How to recognise toxic people (A paranoid-narcissism-scout) What prompted this fixation Someone who’s behaviour was bleak A celebrity …
My Definition of Rude
Approximate reading time: 8 min Written the 12th November 2021 I had a truly awful day In an S.E.N school Severe learning difficulties again (Another class that wasn’t cool) I’m not sure at all Why I keep landing up in them When there’s a whole bloody spectrum Of needs in S.E.N Four adults supporting Eight …
Bitchy Nark Fink
Approximate reading time: 12 minutes Written the 3rd November 2021 I’m so proud I’m so happy I do declare I’m a Bitch Narky Fink And I don’t even care I’m no longer keeping quiet Just shutting my mouth When toxic people behave badly I’m gonna shout it out!! I had a horrible morning In a …
Let’s talk about Evil
Approximate reading time: 12 minutes It’s been an interesting week:-) So, where to begin my story… Two weeks ag,o when I went on my 14km hike, I mentioned that I made a couple of new friends. When we were having our meal afterwards, in good old Weatherspoon, we somehow got talking about 72-year-old Phylis’s life. …
Grey Rock
Approximate reading time: 2min Written on the 4th July 2021 I’m done playing games Always trying to be nice A narcissist’s mood is like rolling a dice Never quite sure What you’ll get on each throw One day they love you The next day maybe no It’s exhausting trying Not to take it to heart …
Gaslighting yourself
Approximate reading time: 4 min I have had a pretty good week. Dare I say it…..??? ….but it feels like I am starting to land up at some lovely schools these days….. Maybe the schools are better or maybe I am just a bit tougher in myself and not reacting as much, as I used …
The “Enablers”
Approximate Reading time: 6 min Written 4th April 2012 I’m feeling a little irritated going to purge it out A random comment passed today Which was essentially about… My interaction with Jude (the horrible cook) On our engagement yesterday in which we both partook The headteacher gave reassurance I’m not the only one Who finds …
Frankie & Johnny
Approximate Reading time: 8 min Written 8th March 2021 I watched an old movie late last night which left me feeling irritably contrite Michelle Pfeiffer , Al Pacino in “Frankie and Johnny” pretty good reviews as far as I could see “The perfect love story, for these troubled times” “A feel-good romantic comedy!” were some …